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...not feeling that spark anymore.

I guess what I'm trying to say that when I first started with this site, I was full to the brim with ideas. Some to this day I can look at and be proud because I remember how happy I was. Yet now I'm no longer interested in taking time out of my own very boring yet busy life to take pictures or edit them. Yes, I have the time to, but the effort and creativity is non-existent.
My school holidays have already started though, but unless I'm just taking random pictures here and there, please don't expect much from me anymore.

I am incredibly sorry, it's been a good run on this site. I've gained so much insight and I've loved connecting with people all over the world. I'm still head over heels in love with photography, which is why I'm still checking out journal entries from other deviants and favoriting beautttttiful pictures.

Maybe I'm writing this journal because I feel a bit ~iffy~ today and want to get all my feelings out, but I can't keep apologising for not uploading genuine pictures.

I'm still around though!!!! I'm not leaving just yet. Thank you for still sticking around, I'm still on tumblr and flickr too!

Hi everyone! As I should be working on my chemistry homework, but instead would much rather mindlessly browse the Internet for all that it's worth, I've ended up on here, typing away at a keyword making absolutely no sense to myself, intending to update you all with a brief(?) journal entry.
The last time I updated, it was the first date of this year. For some stupid reason one day I decided to delete all my old journal entries on here so there is nothing to look back on when I spent hours + hours on here trying to get as much inspiration as possible to create something I was very proud of. More and more as the day's go on and I check up on here I get a surge to completely delete this account. I hate leaving things empty and completely abandoning a side of the Internet I once spent lots of time on and got to know people. I think to myself I would much rather have nothing here, to be completely gone from here than to have this up. But then I remember that I've got a couple of people here that I still interact with and if I was to delete, I'd completely lose touch with them and that'd be horrible.
Also, since the last journal entry I turned 17. God knows how, and why, but I did and I still feel like I'm 16. At times I even forget that I'm a year older now. Another year and I'll be 18.

To the 492 of you still sticking around, I appreciate it. I'd appreciate it a lot more though if you would to leave your flickr (if you have an account) in my comments so I'll be able to follow your work on there.

Bye, and happy valentine's day I guess.

Hi, dA side of the Internet. I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas (that is if you celebrated it), and I wish you all a wonderful new year. I don't really know where my life is heading right now. I'd like to say that this new year is a fresh start for me but today is the first day of 2011, and I don't feel any different than I did yesterday. New year, same old me I guess.
I'm not going to lie and say that I'll be back with thee old regular updates on this site like it used to be, I don't know what the future brings and I don't like promises that are never fully kept, and I've made a lot of them in the last year.
Again, I wish that you all have a beautiful year ahead of you, and I hope I do to. I'm pretty excited for what the future holds. I know that there will be a lot of moments that I'll fail, but then again they'll always be moments that make me skip a beat and want to rewind to experience it again.
Thank you for still sticking around with me and my account on here, and I really do hope I get back into the swing of things.
I also took some time out to make a blog post about my year, and I suggest keeping updated with me on either bloglovin or blogspot, as I update a lot more on there.
xx

hello dA, long time no see, upload, comment or favourite. i miss this place so damn much but i get little to no time to actually sort out anything to do with taking pictures, moving the pictures from the camera to the laptop, editing them, uploading them and actually sitting back and being proud of doing something. schools being a pain in the bum-bum with all the work that's been piled onto me. let me tell you now, i was not expecting sixth form to be this hard. haha, a little bit it's a gigantic jump from the kind of school work i was given last year. although i do get free lessons to do work, i don't use it to much advantage as school is not a good place to revise for me, ironically.
anyway, onto everything else. life is going pretty fast, and so is this year! november already?! i can remember new years day like it was a month ago. it's strange as life seems to be boring at times but then i rethink and realise it's not at all. it's going really fast and i don't even seem to have any time to sit down and think through everything. i'm growing as a person. although lately i have been a little different and i don't know why. i'm changing myself but some parts are not what i want at all.
i really miss being here, commenting on journals and falling in love with tons of pictures. not going to lie, i did think of deleting this account as i felt like it was of no use to me but i would avoid doing that at all cost. i've met some lovely people here and it's become my starting point leading onto me making a dA, tumblr and twitter. if it wasn't for this site i would not have been so proud of myself at times.
i hope you understand. i just don't feel like i have time for anything to be honest. i'm constantly doing the same things again and again. i have to do these things too as i promised myself these would be put first before anything, and thats what i'm doing.
i miss you all, please don't forget about me! i will be uploading something soon, promise.